by Lydia al'Neary and Krion al'Cair
A dream can reveal many things about a person…or to a person. It is in the night
our minds take all the subterfuge of our lives and spill it forth for us to
examine and try to make sense of. At times it is silly rubbish which means
nothing. Other times it reveals our heart’s truest desires. For some people, some
very few people dreams are not dreams but Dreams. They tell tales of things
happening elsewhere or things yet to come. The person who has these Dreams…this
Dreamer, when she knows what it means…when she tells you, take heed. Without a
doubt, those Dreams will reveal truth.
It had been several years since Lydia Al’Neary had started paying attention to her
dreams and found out that at times they were Dreams and at times even more than
that. She remembered the day it had changed for her. It was emblazoned in her
memory like the white-hot fire that had burned her. It had been a terrifying
realization the first time she had woken up with burns and lacerations inflicted
by the man who once loved her more than life itself. Now years and miles and new
love later, those horrid nights were returning. The Andoran Yellow had been very
careful to avoid Whitebridge in the Dream World since her injury in Fal Dara, but
it seemed the man in flames, Maven, was now seeking her out. If she spent more
than a few moments in Tel’aran’rhiod, the terrifying circle of fire sought her
out. The young woman knew what needed to be done. She had to return home; to the
city and people she had not seen since she had left all those years ago. She had
to face the man she left heartbroken and unintentionally compelled to never leave the city they had
grown up together in.
The plans were being laid for a trip to Andor presently. Young Braden wanted to go
home and introduce his betrothed to his family, and she would bring Krion to meet
her own father and help keep them all safe. She had explained to her love how her
burned arm had come to be and the situation she had left the man in and he
amazingly understood her need to make things right. Lydia was still unsure if
Maven had any idea where he was and that he was actually hurting her in the World
of Dreams, but Krion was not about to let her go into an unsure situation alone
and so they would all make this trip together.
Lydia lay awake in bed staring at her ceiling thinking about the impending
journey. She was in no way looking forward to it, save the fact she would once
again get to see her father. The image of the robust Donovan Al’Neary made her
smile and somehow chased her fears away. She missed the man terribly. His last
letter had said things were well enough. The money she had sent him allowed him to
redecorate the rooms and enlarge the stables of his inn, The Golden Wolf. She was
happy to be able to help him. The young Andoran fluffed her pillow and buried her
head in it to try once again to find the sleep that had decided to be so elusive
this evening. She sighed at the empty spot next to her, wishing Krion were there
with her. She reached out running a hand across the soft ivory satin material and
snatched the pillow close to her chest, cuddling it as if it were the man himself.
His scent lingered on it and she inhaled deeply, closing her eyes and relaxing
with the comfort even
just his scent gave. He was sleeping in the barracks this evening as Lydia had been
away until late into the evening. She had been tasked with going to the Black Tower
to aid in Healing some serious injuries.
Feeling as if Krion and her father, the two men who kept her safest in the world,
were somehow protecting her even though they were not there, the young Aes Sedai
finally drifted off to sleep.
Lydia stood on the gleaming bridge that led into the bustling city of her home.
She stood alone, a strong wind pushing her towards the city. A feeling of
foreboding told her not to go, but she felt compelled to keep walking. Nearing the
square in front of her father’s inn, she wanted to run…forward…backward…both.
There it stood a bastion of comfort in the fear that was beginning to consume her.
As the chestnut-curled young woman stepped slowly closer to her place of safety, a
hot wind blew. She stood before the steps and a deep black charred circle appeared
around the building. “No!” Her shout was voiceless, carried away on the wind now
almost hot enough to burn her skin. She stepped back an instant before the wall of
flame erupted from the charred circle. Tears streamed down her face. A tall dark
figure loomed in the doorway. It reached out to her…for her. “Lydia…” The figure’s
whisper danced across her skin.
The young Aes Sedai’s hair whipped about her. She struggled against it. She turned
from the inn facing back towards the square. In the place of the fountain she
remembered stood Krion. She did not know what he was doing there but knew she
needed him desperately. His eyes looked at the wall of flame and the figure that
was beginning to loom close to Lydia. The Shienaran, as light as the other figure
was dark reached for the woman. She looked back towards the flames. The dark
figure was close. She could see now it was Maven. His face was twisted in anger.
“It is your turn.” His dark words made her shudder. She looked back to Krion, her
amber eyes pleading. He moved closer. She could feel a cool breeze blowing, easing
the heat at her back. Two hands reached for her. Hot and cold, light and dark
battled each other to get to her first. Lydia’s heart pounded. She could not move.
She closed her eyes. He had her…
Lydia gasped as her amber eyes shot open and she sat up quickly reaching for
Krion, even knowing he was not there. Her heart still pounded. The dream had
shaken her to the core. She took a deep calming breath trying to steady her nerves
and ran her hands over her face and through her hair. The tears were still damp on
her cheeks. She knew. She knew what it meant. She did not always. Sometimes the
true dreams did not reveal themselves for what they were until it was too late to
do anything about it. Not this time. This time she knew.
The sweet-faced Andoran quickly rose from her bed and dressed, slipping the same
pair of royal blue britches and wrinkled loose powder-blue blouse she had worn
most of the day back on, along with the soft leather boots which had been
abandoned by her bed. Her hair hung loose and wild and she did not care one bit
about her appearance. She opened her wardrobe and found the locked wooden box that
held only one thing. It was something she had worked on for hours daily since her
return from Fal Dara. She tucked the box and its key in a canvas bag and slung it
over her shoulder. Lydia hurried from her rooms, a single destination in mind. She
paid no notice to the servants or curtseying novices who barely contained their
surprise at the normally perfectly quaffed Aes Sedai rushing dishevelled from the
Tower. The raised eyebrows of other Sisters and disapproving stares did cause her
to slow her steps enough to at least appear the graceful and unaffected creature
she was supposed
to be.
Exiting the Tower, Lydia turned quickly towards the barracks where she knew she
would find Krion. She hoped the rest of the ashandarei were in bed fast asleep.
She did not want what she was doing to cause both of them too much scandal, but
she could not wait any longer. He had promised to allow her to bond him. It had
taken much cajoling and convincing but he had finally agreed and she intended to
hold him to it. Now more than ever, after the dream she had just had. The Dreamer
knew without doubt that if they went to Andor unbonded and she faced Maven, Krion
and Maven would battle over her and Maven would win. She did not know how or what
would become of her but she knew he would win. If Krion were her Gaidin, then it
would be he who would be the victor. These were things she knew for fact.
In minutes the Aes Sedai found herself looking at the door of the barracks. There
was blessedly no one up and about. She peeked her head in the door, saw no one
moving about inside either and breathed a sigh of relief. She glided silently to
the bed she knew held the man who had been holding her heart for well over a year
now. His platinum hair shone in the moonlight. Lydia knelt by his side. Leaning in
she stroked his hair gently coaxing him awake. When it seemed he was awake enough
to understand her words she whispered softly “Krion, love, I need you to wake up.
Please tell me you are ready. It is time.”
Krion’s dreams that night had been generally unpleasant, starting from the awful
sound of Kristal weeping for her dead Warder, and ending in the horrible feeling
of something approaching him at speed, something he couldn’t see but was terrified
of and was entirely powerless to stop. Somehow he knew that the moment this
invisible beast touched him, he would fall lifeless to the ground, and that
knowledge filled him with a chill worse than anything the coldest of Shienaran
winters could send against him. Despite all his struggling, it just came closer
and closer and he couldn’t move so much as a finger. He could do nothing but wait
for the inevitable. His limbs weren’t working, his muscles felt like water, and
that thing was coming closer and closer, taking its time, enjoying his obvious
fear and feeding on it as much as it was going to feed on him…
Something did touch him. Krion could feel something brush his face lightly as a
feather and wanted to yell and push it away, but he still couldn’t move. The
feeling of being paralysed sent a surge of panic through him, a rush so strong
that the dream gave a lurch and broke into a hundred little pieces. With a small
strangled gasp, Krion surfaced from the land of uneasy dreams he so often
inhabited at night, and found himself staring straight at a pair of amber eyes.
Lydia. The slender archer just stared at her, not having the faintest idea what
was happening. He blinked a few times and shook his head to clear it without much
success. Peace. Those dreams always made him feel as if his head had been stuffed
with wool or worse. Lydia was saying something about time, all but pleading for
him to tell her that he was ready. “Ready for what? What’s the matter?” he managed
after a moment in a voice that sounded weak and strained even to him. Someone
muttered something in his sleep and then started snoring loudly deeper in the
barracks, and the familiar sound brought Krion to his senses enough to make him
sit up with a faint groan and reach for his shirt. “Don’t explain here, the others
will wake up”, he suppressed a yawn. “I’ll put on some clothes, let’s go outside.”
By the time Krion was decently dressed in a slightly rumpled white shirt, a pair
of dark brown breeches and knee-length leather boots, the last fragments of the
dream were gone from his head and he felt moderately alert and awake.
Unfortunately, as the dream left him, other thoughts replaced his night-time
visions, and the fair Shienaran found himself thinking that this situation was
oddly familiar. Eerie, he might almost have called it. Was it not only a few short
years before that a woman had sneaked into the barracks and shaken him awake in
the middle of the night because the issue was too important to wait until dawn?
And nothing good had come of that. More than a little worried now, Krion hurried
outside after Lydia.
“Now please explain. What’s wrong?” he spoke in hushed tones and put his arm
around Lydia’s shoulder for mutual comfort. He couldn’t help but be worried. Ever
since the two of them had been brought together by chance and some unwanted help
from Braden, who had spontaneously decided that his two friends would make a fine
couple, Krion had considered Lydia to be quite level-headed and not prone to
blowing things out of proportion, something the Shienaran was himself guilty of
every now and then. Being dead serious was not at all like Lydia, and the only
conclusion to be reached was that she had something weighing on her so heavily
that waiting a moment more before coming to him had been impossible. Krion’s
instinctive first assessment proved to be much more accurate than he would have
liked, and his own brow creased with concern as Lydia did as he had asked and
described to him the reason she had dashed out of bed and straight to the
barracks. Described well, and in
worrying detail. Krion swallowed and ran a hand through his platinum hair nervously
when she told him that she knew for certain what her dream meant. The graceful
archer had learned to trust Lydia’s hunches and instincts a long time ago when it
came down to interpreting dreams, and if she said that she had no doubts whatsoever
about this one…
Peace, but was this Maven of Whitebridge ever going to leave them alone? Krion
knew the answer to that before even asking the question, though, and it was a
clear and definite no. Lydia had wronged the fellow when she had been a young and
foolish girl, and now the man was looking for revenge, hunting her in the World of
Dreams with obscure intentions that Krion doubted were in any way friendly. From
the moment Lydia had first told him about her former suitor in Fal Dara, Krion had
known that Maven would have to be dealt with, one way or another. They had been
planning to travel to Andor, to face him and make him leave Lydia alone. The dream
she had had, however, placed the entire plan into a whole new perspective. “So it
means that if we go to Whitebridge the way we are now, Maven will kill me, and
probably you as well. And that’s only if you are lucky”, the lithe Shienaran spoke
his gloomy thoughts aloud.
He couldn’t have that. Strange as it seemed to the independent young Shienaran who
had firmly decided to steer clear of such commitments after seeing what the loss
of a Warder could do to a Sister who had loved him, the one feeling that had came
to dominate Krion’s relationship with Lydia was a fierce desire to keep her safe
from harm. He still had no idea what exactly had inspired Braden to set them up on
a dinner date, but for once his friend had seen something Krion himself hadn’t.
Just weeks after that day, a point of no return had been reached when Lydia had
been sucked into Krion’s nightmare and learned in a matter of moments a great many
things about him, things that no one else knew or could even suspect. After that
night, after learning that Lydia did not hate him for the things he had been
forced to do, Krion had belonged to her, heart and soul and everything. He loved
her and wanted to share himself with her on all levels imaginable, but above all,
he wanted to
protect her from those who might try to hurt her. This Maven certainly qualified as
one such, and the risk he presented to Krion’s lovely young Yellow was
unacceptable.
“In that case, I see only one option,” he tightened his grip on Lydia slightly. “I
gave you my word, and I don’t intend to break it. What do I have to do?”
Hearing Krion say out loud what she knew to be truth, Lydia felt sick. She truly
hated pushing him this way, but she felt as if there were no choice. He was right,
though. There would be tragedy if they went as things stood now. If he says no…
Her thought was cut off mid-stream as his arm tightened around her and the words
he had just said registered in her mind. Her amber eyes widened in surprise. She
opened her mouth to ask him if he was sure, but there was a look in his deep pools
of brown. It was a look of resolution…of certainty. The small woman smiled softly
up at him and brushed his soft cheek with her fingertips. “Just keep me safe, my
love.” Her voice was barely above a whisper. She then took his hands in hers and
kneeled pulling her down to kneel with her. She knew the feeling they were about
to experience could be disorienting.
Lydia opened herself up to the True Source and embraced allowing the sweetness of
saidar to fill her. She was suddenly aware of the light breeze teasing her tousled
curls and the soft sound of Krion’s breath. She met his eyes looking for
uncertainty. She still did not see it. She knew that he might still have
reservations but he was blessedly not letting her see them. She would know them
soon enough if they were there. The weave of Spirit was a familiar one for the
Yellow and she wove it deftly. Reaching out to her ashandarei she tremulously
placed her hands on his temples. Biting her full bottom lip unconsciously and
holding her breath she directed the bonding weave into him. As it settled she
became aware of him and could see on his face his sudden awareness of her. Fear,
doubt, happiness, wonder…all these emotions mixed together. It was hard to discern
which of them carried which emotion.
Lydia wanted Krion to feel her strongest emotion for him most, to hopefully chase
away the negative ones. With her hands still on his face, she leaned into him and
kissed him fully allowing the fullness of her love for him to fill her. Pulling
away breathlessly, she looked around her for the forgotten bag. She found it
quickly and pulled out both the box and its key. She placed the box before him and
handed him the key. She felt a sudden confusion through the new bond and laughed
softly. “Just open it.”
Krion’s initial flash of panic, triggered by the startling feeling of an
unfamiliar bundle of emotions suddenly taking shape inside his head, was crushed
under the onslaught of affection that started to flow into him through the bond.
The strength of it, and the startling sensation of actually being able to feel it,
were disorienting in the extreme, and had he not been kneeling already, he thought
he might have fallen on his face out of sheer shock. Lydia really did love him; no
one in the entire world could have doubted that, and he certainly didn’t.
Receiving that kind of an ultimate confirmation about her feelings for him filled
Krion with warmth from head to toes, and some of it must have been reflected back
to her through the bond as he didn’t think she had ever clung to him as fiercely
as she did now while kissing him.
So focused was he on the bizarre knot of emotions that was Lydia that when his
lovely Yellow pulled back, placed a wooden box on the ground in front of him and
handed him a key, the slender archer just stared at it, having no clue what was in
it or why Lydia was giving him a present. Only when he felt a stab of amusement
that wasn’t his own inside his head did Krion blink and find enough presence of
mind to turn the key in the lock and open the box. His confusion only grew when
his fingers touched something smooth and silky, but one glimpse of the fabric was
more than enough to remind the Shienaran of something he had completely forgotten.
“I didn’t even remember that I’m entitled to one of these”, Krion said with awe
and undeniable pleasure in his soft voice and lifted the colour-shifting fancloth
cloak from the box with something not too far from reverence. The feeling of
throwing it on was strangely similar to the heady exhilaration of finding a
particularly good batch of bow staves just waiting for him to turn them into
perfect weapons. The cloak was light but felt warm, and of course the
eye-wrenching camouflage effect the fabric created was in a league of its own.
Everyone envied the Warders their cloaks, and with good reason! “You did promise
to get me a nifty cloak, and this is definitely that”, he arched an eyebrow at
her, and this time the amusement was all his own.
“So... Now what?” Krion asked after a long moment of looking at Lydia in the eyes.
He still wasn’t entirely sure how he felt about all this, but so far the bond
hadn’t felt unpleasant. Strange perhaps, and slightly distracting like an itch he
could not quite place, but not unpleasant, and the Warders had told him more than
once that the sensation of not being alone in your head was something you
gradually got accustomed to. Everyone he had ever spoken to about the issue of
bonding had said that it took a while, but eventually that extra bundle of
emotions would be as much a part of him as his own two hands and feet.
Lydia’s heart pounded as Krion opened the box. Her head was near spinning from the
array of emotions the man had. She was more than relieved when the brief flicker
of panic he had felt got overwhelmed and she felt his love for her returned in the
passion of their kiss.
When her Gaidin finally managed to open the wooden box the Yellow beamed feeling
the sense of wonder flowing through the bond as he realized exactly what it
contained. She blinked back tears as the cloak settled around his shoulders
creating its startling effect. If it had been closed he would have seemed no more
than a platinum blonde head floating there. It suited him wonderfully and she
delighted in seeing him in it. Lydia could not help but feel he had been meant to
wear it, no matter what protests he might have had. It was a nifty cloak indeed. A
flurry of giggles escaped her as his amusement mixed with her own.
She knew it would not be a smooth road for the two of them simply because they
were now Aes Sedai and Warder. They were going to face many struggles, but Lydia
truly believed they would somehow be all right. Meeting her fair Shienaran’s eyes,
her joviality faded as they each tried to make sense of the new tangle of emotion
they felt. She knew they would grow accustomed to it, though it would take some
time. It seemed they sat that way for hours though it was only moments when Krion
broke the silence. “So... Now what?”
The Andoran Yellow took his hands in hers and stood, pulling him to his feet.
“That is a very good question, Krion Gaidin.” She smiled up at him, calling him
that for the first time. “What say you we go back to bed?” A mischievous twinkle
lit her amber eyes as she collected the box and key and placed them back in the
bag handing it to him. She then took his hand once again and led him back towards
the Tower, trying not to get dizzied by the sight of him in his new fancloth
cloak.